Unit 10

This blog will probably be somewhat of a repeat from the discussion board, but I have really valued this class. Although I had some freakish moments and was ranting in some of the blog posts everyone still made such a difference to me. I am sad class is over, but at the same time its becoming so much closer to the end of my goal and that is something that makes me happy, because I can look back a year ago and say to myself, "look what you have done." Yeah look what I've done. I am still not sure I chose the right field for me to go into, but I have plans to do more school and eventually I will find the perfect spot to do, or at least I hope so. Good luck everyone and I hope you all find happiness and reach your goals.

Farwell ALL
Sugar

Unit 9

Nothing like a summer storm to highlight the moment. I love the lighting, even if the thunder is so loud. mix a little rain with that and I am lost in accelerated energy produced only in form of a moments glance. Much of my pleasure of such a storm makes me overly joyous to live in Florida just for this reason. The storms like this that occur in Oregon are not nearly as intoxicating, though they too are beautiful in their own right. One can not be delusioned by the casualties it can cause, but I prefer to see the wonderment in such power of earths beautiful energy.

Unit 8

Have you ever found yourself staring at the screen in front of you wondering what it is you should propose to put down? I do come to this place often. I love to write, sometimes the thoughts flowing across my mind sound so much awesome until they are staring back at me in black and white. Do you ever have moments like that? Like some thoughts, you think, and then say them out loud, and realize that's not how it sounded in my head. I have many things on my mind, as most people do, only if I could fallow the train of thought to write it down where it would free itself from me. As a child I have tried to keep journals, but I learned young that secret words even though they need to flow sometimes can damage without meaning too, so I discovered a new way to journal, but not make it seem as if I was trying to hurt anyone, it was a form of code. I learned the art of poetry, and my what a release it seemed to be, and I discovered I'm not to bad at it either. Still I wish I could somehow write down the truth if you will and put it in a book, not just poems but a story that would flow from me, but be me and still be worth reading. I've been thinking about this a lot. I once heard the best way to write, it to write what you know. Also you can always get information, but if its about me and my thought process couldn't I posses a way of making it interesting, there in that lays my challenge.

Unit 7

I'm posting unit 7 a little early, mostly because of time but because my writers feigned is out full force at the moment and I thought I might share some poetry with you all.

In the crested night of a waking soul,
The pondering fate of knowledge lulled.
Heart felt secrets,
In-cased in sin,
Doomed by desired that crept with-in.
Listless dreams of forgotten youth,
The pain full scream of silents truth.
Blessed by the sun,
awake in the day,
Truth of the follower so they lay.

@Copyrights of Sugar Gore

This one is not titled but writing poetry has always been a part of who I am, I think I get lots without it. Sometimes I forget that I really need to just write randomness even if it does not make sense for at some point in my life it is a much needed stress reliever. I hope you enjoy my randomness at the moment.

Unit 6

I'd like to say I'm calm and confidant, but in truth I'm a bit overwhelmed. I have two major writing projects this unit and I wish in away they could be about the same thing. So lots of work, and I've been trying to do both as I go so it isn't so overwhelming, but seems I'm still a bit lost. In any case I have to work hard, Have this kids this weekend and work all weekend as well. Doesn't leave a lot of time for me this week to get my stuff accomplished, but hey I'll do my best.

Unit 5

Okay so this class is great, but I love the way it interacts with eachother and how the professor is very much in learning from us as well as teaching. I've been doing classes at Kaplan for a year now, well just about, and though I've had some hard professors and what not, I've mostly still been impressed with there interaction in seminar. The other class I have this term has been kind of a dissappointment to me so far, only because the interaction is lacking and I'm not all together sure if its the professor or the paticular way she is suppose to be doing the seminar. As an individual she is probably great, and I think she said she's taken classes at Kaplan, so you know she's had her own experiences at the seminar, *shrugs* I just dont know. Personally though I would rather just stick with the book then go to her seminar its like the same thing for me, I dont feel as if I gain anything except wasted time. Okay rant done...

Unit 4

I've not mentioned this before, but my ex and I moved to florida a few years ago in hopes of a new life and what have you. As we all know change happens in people and sometimes people change and others dont. Anyway we share the kids. Well that is my goal, but at the present we each have them in a six month split sharing every other weekend to the rotating parent. As I thought this would be the best do to the fact a live with a person whom does not have kids and she is willing enough to share her house but isnt all that patient when it comes to the kids on a long term basis, that being said she is really great though. There dad lives with his girlfriend and family about 1 hr and 45min drive both directions. Now mind you its coming to my term to have them back, and I know the road is crazy but I think my time will be better with them with me then away from me, because whomever has them full time the other parent drives to get them. I have not time for anything, my job schedule sucks and when I do have a weekend off and I actually have them I still dont have time. I feel the weight and preasure sucking me under and I'm just so tired and the whole point was to make life equal on both ends. Not sure its really worked out that way. I am trying to get a different job, for more money andbetter hours. I also am freaked out about the clinical we are suppose to do cause were suppose to have shot records which I dont have and havnet figured out to get. Because my state only goes back so far if your a certain age it wont give you the records which means I guess I have to get the shots again, but with what money and the medical exam, I've not seen a doctor in like six years. The CPR certification is the only thing not freaking me out I can do that pretty simply. Though I am learning a lot and have learned a lot, i'm not completely sure continueing this course of action is my best option but really isnt like I have any others at this point either. Sorry my brain is swimming and has to many thing flowing at once.....